Sad...

I found out today that my great aunt Emmanel is in the hosiptal. She had a stroke. I don't know what to do with myself right now because I don't want to loose her. I know that it may be her time but I just can't stand to have to burry someone. Just writing this blog makes me want to cry. I hate the fact that there is nothing that I can do to make her better. I hate the fact that I'm so far away from her, and that if these are her last days that I won't be there. why did I have to get this news today...